explanation.

i'm at my apartment right now. I'm listening to Yiruma. i love yiruma.. pretty much explains my life. i'm kind of pissed off at my living conditions right now.

its a MESS here. not even like normal messy it's like MAD messy here. ridiculous. no one cleans up there shit. then my brother ashley went off to the US on some big adventure and decided to live his ANOYING AND VERY LOUD parrot at the SMALL apartment. all she does is make noises. i hate her. alot. now my other brother is deciding ( he wont be aloud, no way in hell ) that he wants to bring the two cats here as well. 

when we first came here the idea was that NO ANIMALS. NO MESS. SIMPLIFY. aka: leave all our excess shit at the house. NOW LOOK. people keep bringing all there shit here and its taking up ALL the space. no room to breath!!

whatever.

now onto something else..

i'm failing math and history. woo.

anyways..

tonya's birthday is coming up this friday. i'm going to her dad's place for a family thing and then on saturday we're doing a friend thing ( yeah i dont know what her plan is for that..) i got her a present yesterday. i hope she likes it :)

i went to yorkdale yesterday with my mum, i got this really cool shirt from medocino. but its like a size to small for me. ( so me and my mum stretched it ) THIS IS WHY YOU SHOULD TRY SHIT ON BEFORE BUYING IT !!!

blah blah blah.

i don't really have anything to say.

well. i do.

but not over internet ahahahaha.

psssssst. 

ahaha i feel so fake right now. love love love love ... yeah deffffs.

KAY KAY KAY

now im just mad bored..

4 : 28. awee yea.

i always feel like there are lyrics to yiruma, like i can hear them. but in reality its just piano. i think you know what i'm talking about ???

ish. yeah.

kay.

OH i almost got a new phone !! ALMOST.

i'm getting the LG voyager. it's kind of a big deal.

i wanted the T MOBILE sidekick. like. alot. but.. naw 'b.

anyway's maija has finally stfu.

[ the bird.. not maija maija ]

boom boom boom knockin' at my back door.

kay i think i should go before i go retarded. oh but before i do, i shall have you know my obsession is a tad less with B. if you know what i mean.

not saying i don't like him anymore, cause i do, i totally do, it's just.. he's starting to treat me like reid treats me and i really dont like it. like at all.

i need to get out of this place before i fucking kill reid. he's SO anoying.

Laaaterr.

ps.

WANT.

- solid black acoustic guitar ( fender )

- black JVC camcorder

- LG voyager phone

- money to spend online shopping.

- someone to tend my cotton feild

sob story.

( me and my fortune tellers. there are more, but it kept falling over if i stacked it too high )
Reid said that if i cleaned the apartment he would bring ben back to the apartment. ( i was like aww he's so nice for including me, i'll have to thank him for it later )

we shook on it.

so i cleaned the apartment. like mad. i was listening to katy perry while dancing and singing..and cleaning. it was fab, only because of what i would get at the end.

then i called reid and was like IM DONE!! and he was like " sweep the floor and we'll be up in a minute" so i swept the floor and then called my tutor and canceled for the night, so i could spend time with them. then i was like QUICK BEFORE THEY COME ! and decided to shave my legs in the sink with no soap. now i have the worst razor burn. EVER.

so i spent 2 hours posing cooly around the apartment hoping they'd come in and i'd be like " ohh heeey.. didn't know you'd be here.. " and i'd be looking all..awesome and stuff. 

another hour went by and i was like " ohh they're probobly just fixing something, them be boys" so i speant the next little while making more than 20 fortune tellers in various colours. they're all stacked up right now. they look like a magical rocket. that i'd like to ride.

i didn't want to write on my blog incase they came in. so i didn't even go on it. 

then my dad came home and was all " oh, reid, ben and ashley just dropped me off. they're going somewhere" i was like : |

then i was all " psht, they're probobly dropping ashley off and getting beer.. them be boys" so i listened to some music i thought they would approve of ( incase they walked in )

then i watched the latest buzz.

and here i am.

they're not coming. are they.

my legs really hurt.

i'm not going to pass that test tomorrow.

and FYI : rubbing fortune tellers on you, doesen't give you goodluck.

somewhere in the back of my head im like "THEY ARE COMING"

so i listen for the elevator and for voices. and i flip everytime i think its them.

i reaaaally need to stop. 

god damnit.

PS

i forgot to say this in the last one.

i was on the subway today ( coming home from school ) and i was sandwhiched between an indian man sneezing ( he smelt like curry it was so gross ) and a woman with a mustache chewing with her mouth open. i don't know which one disturbed me more. but i was hella happy when i got the fuck outta there.

attractive.

aren't we just so attractive ?

i'm sneaking on my computer ( parentals forgot to take keyboard when they went to work this morning ) i'm suuuper bored. but i think i'm gonna dip. i have a few fashion blogs i must see.

i hear they're sick.

ps.

have you seen a butterfeild melt ? cause i have.

a poem. by mackenzie.

trapped.

i'm trapped in a dysfunctional family.

i have so much to say, but i can't cause my dad is a homo and wont let me use MY computer. 

because i'm a rebel and won't clean my room.

fucking gay.

also.. I AM 16 AS OF MARCH 1ST.

and X-MEN is awesome. but not really. but kind of.

k

i have to goo. my dads an ass.

BYE