BULLSHIT

FLOATING HEAD. i thought this picture was necessary. (morning time ladies)

so this weekend has been CRAZY. i honestly dont even know.

well i do.

I KNOW I'D LIKE TO FORGET FRIDAY AND ALL ITS PISS-PUKE-WATERMELON BULLSHIT.

uuuhmm... pretty much i fell asleep with ben, covered in piss and puke.. i can only imagine how awful i smelt. sorry...

crazy night i wish never happened.

i still feel so bad about that... BUT I WASNT FAKING SO FUCK YOU REID.

but actually : ben said he liked the shirt. i still feel so embarassed though. when he came over my face went bright red and i hid for a good 20 minutes. 

.. he asked me " are you wearing rouge " " what the hell is that ? " " like blush..." " no, actually im not wearing makeup.."

FUUUUUUCK.

he gave me a hug and said thanks for the shirt and that he really likes it.

the hug was so awkward because i was all shy/embarassed and he just like went in for the full thing NAM SAYIN.

ps. FML

pps. " nooooo mom, i just really want ben .. im not drunk i swear.. i just really want him. beeen huuug meeeeee "

FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL...fml